standing on the shoulder of regretness

hey,

stupid, regret, jerk, stupid,stupid, stupid and of course stupid. that's how i feel rite now. i regret for what i've done and losing her trust in me...is sumthin painful. i deserve to be hurt , and deserve to feel this way. i never meant it, jauh sekali nak melukakan hati seseorang yg aku sayang dan cintai.
but it happened. can't turn back the time. geesh! what have i done? caci maki sahajalah diriku. i've hurt sum1 that i really2 love . i'm so sorry for what i've done. pls understand that.

i'm here to tell her that i'm sorry. i was lost. from the bottom of my heart, i apologize. pls come back and sing the love rhythm in my life. its hard to forget the mistakes, and i hp that i can fix it back.

i'm not perfect. u put the colour inside my world. i'm sorry sayang, i really do. i love you so much..

ampun..ampun..ampun..ampun..

Are-gato

Hey..

aahh, its good to be back. home sweet home. kerja mcm biasa. what else is new huh? hehe.
Just got back from kedah hantar my lil' sis gi kolej matrix. she seems ok, but i know deep down inside she's scared, lonely and sad. yerlakan, tak pernah2 masuk asrama. well, i remember the first time masuk matrix dulu. mcm2 perasaan ada. tapi seminggu jer, pas2 dah ok. hahah! but one thing is for sure, i managed to control my freedom and gain my parents trust. tu yg paling penting. well, to adela : jaga diri elok2, jgn buat benda2 yg boleh memalukan diri sendiri dan keluarga, and study hard.

masa nak balik, i noticed that my parents diam je, tak bnyk ckp. aku paham sangat perasaan diorang. that's is why i also kept quiet the whole trip. takut silap ckp, nanti diorang kecik hati plak. well, knowing me, lousy with words ( tak gitu fantheghero? hehehe). whatever it is, my parents sure lonely bila semua dah takda kat umah. i hv to play my role from now.

well, if u guys r heading north, do stay at cinta sayang resort, sg petani. lawa gile. and dont stay at grand continental kedah, sucks!

goin to work after this, so hv to be prepared with files and SUPRISES. hahahaha! boleeeh, bring it on.

miss my gf so much. thinking bout her 24-7. its been a month, sebulan 4 hari kitaorg together. dah mcm 10 thn couple. geesh! can't wait to meet her. miss her so much. loving her as usual. she's in streesful mood lately. job, family, friends,luv ones all sum up together, like a snowball. really2 pity her, tp apa hikmah disebaliknya? we never know. only God knows.

and lastly, no more man utd now, it's malcom united. sux!

ciao!

Stumble upon a glass

hey,

just bought myself the latest offering by Love me butch..really kicking my head! Argh! Listening to it right now..cool stuff!

now..what else is new? nothing much, keep on bragging bout my work obviously.

really..tu je? work,work and work? no laahh..

1. Got myself the new Love Me Butch album..cool stuff!
2. Waiting for the Kuala Nerang trip with my fam's, nak hantar my sis gi kolej matrix..best!
3. Fantheghero dtg jamming session Cloudburst..beeest giler!
4. Terciptanya lagu terbaru cloudburst..tak sabar for the next demo project. kat mana? mana lagi, AMPANG laaa!!! wuhuuu
5. Manage to update 200+ files in the system, due date is on the 31st of May..takdak haal!
6.Budget lari sikit bulan ni..mana taknya, swipe utk tiket flight sarawak for 10 people! so i hv to upfront my money dulu ..
7.Went to Fantheghero's office. berselerak gile..but cool coz now i get the real picture of her working environment..
8. Jumpa this new nasi lemak stall kat uptown, sedap dan harga pun ok gak. sluurrp yum yum
9. went to BMW 3 series launching with fantheghero, best ler! with her, i can be myself and take her any where, dia pun ok gaks. lawa2 gile awek kat situ..eh!? kereta BMW laa yg lawa.. teruja seketika menyaksikan kegagahannya..
10. lastly, i just can't stand C***. piss me off.

next month coldplay punya album baru plak nak keluar..sure angkat! janji ori, baru beli.

fantheghero, thanks for everything..