Up in the clouds

well , well..it finally happened! my band was in ze' paper man, how cool is that! a new awakening , or should i say..RuUd awekening!

Semboyan telah berbunyi (Part 1)

hey..

its me again..

heard bout this new reality tv show called MyTeam.. well, basically its a show whereby local professional scouts for unknown local soccer talent to match against our national soccer team. pretty darn good i should say. ITS ABOUT TIME! we have been in a rut! soccerwise..

SAMPAI BILA AKU NAK SOKONG ENGLAND JER? SAMPAI BILA AKU NAK MIMPI MALAYSIA MASUK WORLD CUP?

Harimau Malaya, we were referred to back in th 70's and 80's. We did qualified for the Moscow Olympics, if im not mistaken it was in 1978. We beat the Koreans , Japs , Saudis and surely our neighbours scared the shit if they were up against Malaysia. But now, its just another sad case of Malay'WHO"? even the Thais qualified for the final world cup qualifier held in the arabs , during the round up for 2002 World Cup. what happened? what went wrong? we have all the facilities and support..just looked at Senegal, a country so poor they even have to eat rats..but yet they did it. Is it because of our players? Or our managent? both..i think.

hey , who am i to blabber bout this kind of thing huh? i have no credibility whatsoever , and kaki bangku plak tu. every malaysian frustrated bout this. and its a national dream to watch our players perform well internationally. at least we have an ambasaddor dkt Fulham..AZWAN. Yep, that dude is the winner of Soccerstar and currently training with Fulham's youth. Congrats and luck dude!

You can't expect our football scene to go far with a bunch of silly wankers with no hardcore principals of football to managed it. Back to basics u guys , think! What Shebby Singh is doing right now is an eye opener. What if our national teams gunned down my Shebby's MyTeam? that would be cool. Please , leave out politics in our soccer industry and bring in some people with hardcore basics about football to managed it. get rid of those ol' dinasours and bring in new management with a proper mindset. you think i'm kidding? look at J-League for example. they started the league just recently and now the Japs kicked ass like never before man..and the person responsible for building up the league is just a normal lay-man with a proper and focus mindset ( i cant remember his name but i watched football asia and he's just a normal guy with a vision---> coach bola biasa jeer beb!). Proper mindset ? well , basically :-

Vision,vision, vision, vision, vision and actions!

Find out the flaws , analyze the wrongdoings and start doing the rite thing. leave out the "RED-TAPE" propaganda. they 're a lot of hidden talents here in Malaysia and i do believe we have our own Eric Cantona or Diego Maradona or Ronaldinho right here in our own backyard.

Revamp our league system, its confusing! Just stick to Division 1 and 2, mcm semi-pro dulu. get corporate sponsors and manage well, so that our players are confident with regard to their salary. Ni tak, asyik2 gaji tertunggak. mcm manalah player kat Malaysia nak semangat.

Dicipline is very2 important. Top management must show a good example and be stern on dicipline, so that players boleh jadi professional ckit. Ni tak, sikit2 nak gaduh kat pdg lah, aperlah! Lepas tu player pun terikut2 emo. Ni la masalah org kita kadang, emo. tgk mat saleh main bola..kena hardtackle tapi takde la sampai nak terajang player balik , habis2 pun minta belas kasihan refree..main2 drama sikit. kalau kat cni, geesh! if tackled, then tak puas hati gaduh2 kat tgh padang sampai main nama mak bapak. My God! Masa David Beckham kena tackle dgn Aldo Dusher dulu ( Champs League 20002 Q- Final Man Utd Vs Deportivo), ada Sir Alex gi tgh2 pdg jd org gila?. habis2 pun dia drama2 sikit dpn ref. But what im trying to point out is that how dicipline at the upper level reflect our players dicipline. Be affirmative and no nonsense.

Learn from the Japs. Jgn jadi bodoh sombong. Ceduk sikit ilmu diorang interms of management. how they had superseed us is sumthin that we should be ashamed of. Kita yg sapu kaki diorang dulu , skang ni diorang bukan setakat sapu, dah bleh vakum kaki kita dah!

Set a goal , TO QUALIFY FOR 2010 WORLD CUP. 2006 dah terlambat yuk yuk yuk! Along the line , crack your heads, do whatever it takes to make sure we qualify. govt ada bg resources , use it wisely. amanah rakyat tu..jgn masuk sana masuk sini. tuhan nampak laa.

Back in the 70's we were great. why aren't we now?

with the lights out..

P/S : Shebby , good luck!

baladewa

hey..

so much has been said about managing your work and stuffs related to it. i'm wondering how these so called
"narcissts" think when they came up with their theories. kudos to those who knows and wrote bout it. i'm not lame , its just that sumtimes when it comes to us (the uncanny individual who burdened it), things might go out of hands i should say.

i'm the sort of individuals who likes to be challenged and hates when being questioned bout my judgement. As a professional, i'm closely in touch with my surroundings, esp at my workplace.It allows me to keep my sense on the warning signals that you know...sumtimes.. all is not well. I received complaints, and trust me...it never ends, and knowing my reputation in the organization is on the line 24-7.Lepas satu habis..3 datang. Yg lama2 punya pun ada yg tak selesai lagi.

Sumtimes , i feel insecure because concern exists over losing my values and focus in dealing with shithole..but i'm glad that im not like before..keeping mum. certain things..yes i do mummed bout it coz simple matter with minimal expectations , just deal with it.

I can rectify it , but pleease , dun push me. i hate it.

with the lights out..

p/s: feel like listening to Cohead and Cambria..

LoNeLiNeSs (part2)

hey..

2nd day..yeup!

woke up ..tak ingat pukul berapa, but as usual mesti tgk gambar cinta dulu..got sms from her early in the morning..bestnya! bit tired coz layan game dgn bob last nite, pure gore , blood and death! LONG LIVE RESIDENT EVIL !
turned on the tele but nothing's on at the moment..so went back to sleep..ZzzZzz. she called me asking what is my mum's fav colour? must be sumthin la tu..
then layan game again wif bob , sOoOo addicted to it at the moment. bila la nak habis, nasib baik bob yg main , i'm only the StrikeR , nothing much just sit there and bg advice.

around 1 sumthin had my lunch , tapau kat rumah. thanks bob for everything. he bought for me actually. ptg tu hantar boy balik gi Pulapol kat semarak wif bob and naza ada sekali. dah lama tak jumpa boy and whahaha! he's changed man! kulit lg gelap and rambut botak, gempak siut! everyweek mesti kena potong rambut , tak kira apa pun. he's enjoying it , being a policeman. it's in his nature perhaps. since sekolah dulu pun dia ni jenis lasak sikit, and his father also is like that. manage to talk to him masa kat rumah dia bout my life and stuffs..he said sorry for everything and wish me all the best for my future undertakings. now he understands..

then lepak at pelita nasi kandar with bob and naza and we discuss few things bout our life and most of it was about the dilemma of malaysian educations..kinda sad to know the fact that our edu system is deteriorating. (im gonna hv to make another blog bout this so that i can share my views).

balik umah layan lagi game..then cinta called. she said that she's gonna go out wif bunch of her tganu frens..hmmm no problem on that. she should coz bukan selalu gi tganu dpt jumpa balik kwn2 lama.

baby, i miss u...i really2 do. can't wait for u to come back home..

well, that's bout it then. nothing much happened for today. tomorrow dah start kerja , tak sabar rasanya nak start kerja balik..HUH?! CRAZY AHH?! gehehehe..

With The Lights Out..

P/S : al-fatihah to awien , my cousin who passed away..