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Sunday, July 03, 2005

saturday

hey..

have to tell you nousad, it has been a gloomy saturday. a part from jinggo's death, people surrounding me juga mengalami tekanan dan kemurungan. but, im glad that i've managed to help bob berjumpa dgn cintanya and seeing my parents also superseed the darkness.
cinta is down at the moment, and i'm sad to know that she's in pain and im not there to comfort her. things happened for a reason. sayang , im here for you and hope i can meet you so that i can hear and support you face to face.
bob also in a gloomy mood. although he meet his cinta the other day, but the uncertainty is always bugging him. whatever it is, if u really like and love her, dont give up. dont show your temper and throw ur tantrums at others just because ur down. it's not helping you at all..
when people are in a gloomy mood, they tend to think and say nasty things, true to human nature. im glad that when im sad, i managed to control my anger. that is why God created me as who i am, tak reti nak marah orang. but sumtimes its bad also coz people tend to take advantage of it. nak salahkan takdir? jangan sesekali.
ingat lah, tuhan sentiasa akan menduga kita..jgn bertindak luar kawalan.
my parents r doin fine. they have been supportive throughout these years and seriusly thankful for that.

wslm..

Jinggo

hey..

ezuan@jingo passed away last saturday..i cant believe he's gone. i'm shocked and sad..until now. he's such a nice and naive guy. kalau dah ajal, nak buat mcm mana?
i remember when he first joined maybank, such a nice bloke with a nice gootie. very innocent and down to earth. always "pow" rokok dia and we even share our problems with each other. kalau pasal handphone, dia mesti no satu..always the latest for him.
we sumtimes go and have our breakfast together.
aku sedih dgn pemergiannya. aku ingat lagi, masa hari jumaat, lepak sekali dgn dia, buat lawak2 bodoh sambil makan kueyteow. tetapi, ada sasuatu yg memusykilkan aku , dia tidak berjanggut. mmg muka dia lain.
suasana syahdu pasti akan menyelubungi segelinap hati dan ruang di CAC. ezuan, aku mintak maaf sekiranya ada tersalah kata dan segalanya yg boleh diertikan sama. Ya Allah, cucurilah rahmat dan permudahkanlah jasadnya dialam barzakh. al- fatihah..
jinggo..jinggo..ya Allah, aku tak sangka dia sudah meninggal..